The Walking Temple đ
Living Devotionally in a World That Trains You to Forget
Thereâs this idea I keep circling back to:
Not everything sacred has to feel profound.
Sometimes itâs just showing up in your everyday life.
To the workday.
To the social event you had to motivate yourself to attend.
To the familiar routine of getting dressed, making breakfast, showing up.
Sometimes itâs showing up to the part of you that wants to slip back into old energy and autopilot your way through the weekâand gently choosing not to.
You might find yourself circling old patternsâand think youâve failed. But what if thatâs just how the spiral works? Youâre not walking in circles. Youâre walking deeper.
Iâve just stepped into a new rhythm.
New environment, new expectations, and yetâold patterns still surface.
What if I forget who I am in all this?
What if this pulls me off the path?
Hereâs the thing though:
Iâm not falling behind. Iâm walking through life in the exact right timing, always.
This time, Iâm seeing it all with different eyes.
This time, Iâm not mistaking discomfort for misalignment.
You never step into the same river twice.
You never walk into the same forest again.
đ Devotion Isnât a MoodâItâs a Decision
I used to think I had to feel clear and inspired to be spiritual.
Now I understand: devotion doesnât wait for clarityâit waits for willingness.
Sometimes the most devotional act is making your bed.
Or not leaving dishes in the sink for your future self to deal with.
Or whispering a quiet âthank youâ for getting through a hard day without spiralling or self-sabotaging.
These are choices stitched with intention. Not grand, not loudâbut deliberate. Thatâs the alchemy.
Sometimes devotion is simply noticing the old pattern⌠and doing something different.
You donât need incense to be in ceremony.
You donât need to be soft and glowing to be spiritual.
You donât need gold stars or permission be worthy of walking this path.
You just need to stay in the room.
Your devotion can just be to yourself, to being the best version youâre capable of being.
The trick is doing it with softness, grace and letting yourself go slowly.
I will say this again and again until you believe it: you are not running out of time.
𪡠No Mud, No Lotus
When I think about what this season is teaching me, I return to a symbol thatâs followed me since the beginning: the lotus.
The lotus doesnât bloom because life was easy.
It blooms because it kept growing anyway.
First in the mudâwhere the light couldnât reach.
Then through the dark waterâfeeling for direction with no map.
Finally⌠breaking the surface.
Even then, it doesnât rush.
It unfurls slowly, layer by layer, still wet from the journey.
Still holding the memory of the deep.
This isnât just poetic metaphorâitâs an anatomy of healing.
From root to crown. From survival to presence.
From not-knowing to knowing⌠and back again.
If you feel like youâre ânot there yet,â maybe youâre just mid-rise.
Or maybe youâve already bloomed in ways you havenât stopped to acknowledge.
Would the version of you from a year ago recognise the inside of your mind right now?
đż The Temple Walking
I used to think I had to protect my âspiritual selfâ from my âwork self.â
Now I understand: there is no separation.
The real test of the path isnât how peaceful you feel during a meditation.
Itâs how you speak to a stranger when youâre tired.
How you respond when something triggers you.
How you choose softness in a world that rewards sharpness.
How you choose to listen to your inner voice again and again, rather than external noise.
If Iâve learned anything, itâs this:
You are the temple.
How can you be of service today?
What part of me is still in the mud?
What has already bloomed that I havenât yet celebrated?
What does devotion look like when I donât feel âspiritualâ?
Where am I being invited to observe instead of react?