Living Devotionally in a World That Trains You to Forget

There’s this idea I keep circling back to:

Not everything sacred has to feel profound.

Sometimes it’s just showing up in your everyday life.

To the workday.

To the social event you had to motivate yourself to attend.

To the familiar routine of getting dressed, making breakfast, showing up.

Sometimes it’s showing up to the part of you that wants to slip back into old energy and autopilot your way through the week—and gently choosing not to.

You might find yourself circling old patterns—and think you’ve failed. But what if that’s just how the spiral works? You’re not walking in circles. You’re walking deeper.

I’ve just stepped into a new rhythm.

New environment, new expectations, and yet—old patterns still surface.

What if I forget who I am in all this?

What if this pulls me off the path?

Here’s the thing though:

I’m not falling behind. I’m walking through life in the exact right timing, always.

This time, I’m seeing it all with different eyes.

This time, I’m not mistaking discomfort for misalignment.

You never step into the same river twice.

You never walk into the same forest again.

 

🙏 Devotion Isn’t a Mood—It’s a Decision

I used to think I had to feel clear and inspired to be spiritual.

Now I understand: devotion doesn’t wait for clarity—it waits for willingness.

Sometimes the most devotional act is making your bed.

Or not leaving dishes in the sink for your future self to deal with.

Or whispering a quiet “thank you” for getting through a hard day without spiralling or self-sabotaging.

These are choices stitched with intention. Not grand, not loud—but deliberate. That’s the alchemy.

Sometimes devotion is simply noticing the old pattern… and doing something different.

You don’t need incense to be in ceremony.

You don’t need to be soft and glowing to be spiritual.

You don’t need gold stars or permission be worthy of walking this path.

You just need to stay in the room.

Your devotion can just be to yourself, to being the best version you’re capable of being.

The trick is doing it with softness, grace and letting yourself go slowly.

I will say this again and again until you believe it: you are not running out of time.

 

🪷 No Mud, No Lotus

When I think about what this season is teaching me, I return to a symbol that’s followed me since the beginning: the lotus.

The lotus doesn’t bloom because life was easy.

It blooms because it kept growing anyway.

First in the mud—where the light couldn’t reach.

Then through the dark water—feeling for direction with no map.

Finally… breaking the surface.

Even then, it doesn’t rush.

It unfurls slowly, layer by layer, still wet from the journey.

Still holding the memory of the deep.

This isn’t just poetic metaphor—it’s an anatomy of healing.

From root to crown. From survival to presence.

From not-knowing to knowing… and back again.

If you feel like you’re “not there yet,” maybe you’re just mid-rise.

Or maybe you’ve already bloomed in ways you haven’t stopped to acknowledge.

Would the version of you from a year ago recognise the inside of your mind right now?

 

📿 The Temple Walking

I used to think I had to protect my “spiritual self” from my “work self.”

Now I understand: there is no separation.

The real test of the path isn’t how peaceful you feel during a meditation.

It’s how you speak to a stranger when you’re tired.

How you respond when something triggers you.

How you choose softness in a world that rewards sharpness.

How you choose to listen to your inner voice again and again, rather than external noise.

If I’ve learned anything, it’s this:

You are the temple.

How can you be of service today?


What part of me is still in the mud?

  • What has already bloomed that I haven’t yet celebrated?

  • What does devotion look like when I don’t feel “spiritual”?

  • Where am I being invited to observe instead of react?

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