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Living Devotionally in a World That Trains You to Forget
Thereās this idea I keep circling back to:
Not everything sacred has to feel profound.
Sometimes itās just showing up in your everyday life.
To the workday.
To the social event you had to motivate yourself to attend.
To the familiar routine of getting dressed, making breakfast, showing up.
Sometimes itās showing up to the part of you that wants to slip back into old energy and autopilot your way through the weekāand gently choosing not to.
You might find yourself circling old patternsāand think youāve failed. But what if thatās just how the spiral works? Youāre not walking in circles. Youāre walking deeper.
Iāve just stepped into a new rhythm.
New environment, new expectations, and yetāold patterns still surface.
What if I forget who I am in all this?
What if this pulls me off the path?
Hereās the thing though:
Iām not falling behind. Iām walking through life in the exact right timing, always.
This time, Iām seeing it all with different eyes.
This time, Iām not mistaking discomfort for misalignment.
You never step into the same river twice.
You never walk into the same forest again.
š Devotion Isnāt a MoodāItās a Decision
I used to think I had to feel clear and inspired to be spiritual.
Now I understand: devotion doesnāt wait for clarityāit waits for willingness.
Sometimes the most devotional act is making your bed.
Or not leaving dishes in the sink for your future self to deal with.
Or whispering a quiet āthank youā for getting through a hard day without spiralling or self-sabotaging.
These are choices stitched with intention. Not grand, not loudābut deliberate. Thatās the alchemy.
Sometimes devotion is simply noticing the old pattern⦠and doing something different.
You donāt need incense to be in ceremony.
You donāt need to be soft and glowing to be spiritual.
You donāt need gold stars or permission be worthy of walking this path.
You just need to stay in the room.
Your devotion can just be to yourself, to being the best version youāre capable of being.
The trick is doing it with softness, grace and letting yourself go slowly.
I will say this again and again until you believe it: you are not running out of time.
šŖ· No Mud, No Lotus
When I think about what this season is teaching me, I return to a symbol thatās followed me since the beginning: the lotus.
The lotus doesnāt bloom because life was easy.
It blooms because it kept growing anyway.
First in the mudāwhere the light couldnāt reach.
Then through the dark waterāfeeling for direction with no map.
Finally⦠breaking the surface.
Even then, it doesnāt rush.
It unfurls slowly, layer by layer, still wet from the journey.
Still holding the memory of the deep.
This isnāt just poetic metaphorāitās an anatomy of healing.
From root to crown. From survival to presence.
From not-knowing to knowing⦠and back again.
If you feel like youāre ānot there yet,ā maybe youāre just mid-rise.
Or maybe youāve already bloomed in ways you havenāt stopped to acknowledge.
Would the version of you from a year ago recognise the inside of your mind right now?
šæ The Temple Walking
I used to think I had to protect my āspiritual selfā from my āwork self.ā
Now I understand: there is no separation.
The real test of the path isnāt how peaceful you feel during a meditation.
Itās how you speak to a stranger when youāre tired.
How you respond when something triggers you.
How you choose softness in a world that rewards sharpness.
How you choose to listen to your inner voice again and again, rather than external noise.
If Iāve learned anything, itās this:
You are the temple.
How can you be of service today?
What part of me is still in the mud?
What has already bloomed that I havenāt yet celebrated?
What does devotion look like when I donāt feel āspiritualā?
Where am I being invited to observe instead of react?