Choosing the Sun 🌞 (Day 12): Sobriety, Willpower & Emotional Clarity

Hi angels 🕊️

Welcome to Day 12 of the Unblock Your Life Bootcamp.

Today’s session is a real, very vulnerable conversation about choice, willpower, addiction, and what happens when you finally allow yourself to feel again.

I talk openly about my own experience with cannabis use, why it helped me survive for a long time, and why I’ve chosen to step away from it now — not out of shame, but from desiring more clarity. This isn’t meant to moralise or encourage toxic positivity. It’s about honesty, nervous system healing, and choosing the version of yourself that wants to be fully present.

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Resources:

💊 I am Sober App

🕊️ Lifeline Addiction & Mental Health Toolkits

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This reading weaves together:

• Choosing happiness as an active decision, not something you wait for

• Addiction as a coping strategy, not a personal failure

• Why numbness can block intuition, dreams, and emotional processing

• The return of dreams, grief, and feeling after giving something up

• Willpower, self-control, and slow, steady progress

• Root and throat chakra healing

• Learning when something once helpful has started holding you back

🌞 Sometimes you have to choose to see the sun before it can poke it's head out from the clouds.

If you’re taking a break, going sober, questioning a habit, or feeling called to level up your clarity (emotionally or spiritually), this message is for you. Go gently. This work isn't black & white.

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🟡 About this 14-Day Series

This isn’t a boot camp in the traditional sense. You don’t have to:

• Do everything perfectly

• Show up every single day

• Take action immediately

If all you do is watch and listen, that’s enough. Think of this as:

• An energy download

• A nervous system reset

• Clearing the last bits of resistance

• Making action feel exciting instead of heavy again

You can:

• Join late

• Watch out of order

• Come back whenever you find it

This is a timeless and repeatable reset 🧑‍🚀.

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For more insight into my style of readings, the history of tarot and more - see my post below:

https://www.firesofalchemy.com/blog/tarot🃏

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Disclaimer: readings are provided for entertainment and personal insight purposes. Readings are not predictions of the future. This is not medical, financial or legal advice. Always use discernment to feel intuitively if the message resonates with you, leave it behind if you're trying to make it fit your situation for too long.

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