Choosing the Sun ๐ (Day 12): Sobriety, Willpower & Emotional Clarity
Hi angels ๐๏ธ
Welcome to Day 12 of the Unblock Your Life Bootcamp.
Todayโs session is a real, very vulnerable conversation about choice, willpower, addiction, and what happens when you finally allow yourself to feel again.
I talk openly about my own experience with cannabis use, why it helped me survive for a long time, and why Iโve chosen to step away from it now โ not out of shame, but from desiring more clarity. This isnโt meant to moralise or encourage toxic positivity. Itโs about honesty, nervous system healing, and choosing the version of yourself that wants to be fully present.
~
Resources:
๐ I am Sober App
๐๏ธ Lifeline Addiction & Mental Health Toolkits
~
This reading weaves together:
โข Choosing happiness as an active decision, not something you wait for
โข Addiction as a coping strategy, not a personal failure
โข Why numbness can block intuition, dreams, and emotional processing
โข The return of dreams, grief, and feeling after giving something up
โข Willpower, self-control, and slow, steady progress
โข Root and throat chakra healing
โข Learning when something once helpful has started holding you back
๐ Sometimes you have to choose to see the sun before it can poke it's head out from the clouds.
If youโre taking a break, going sober, questioning a habit, or feeling called to level up your clarity (emotionally or spiritually), this message is for you. Go gently. This work isn't black & white.
~
๐ก About this 14-Day Series
This isnโt a boot camp in the traditional sense. You donโt have to:
โข Do everything perfectly
โข Show up every single day
โข Take action immediately
If all you do is watch and listen, thatโs enough. Think of this as:
โข An energy download
โข A nervous system reset
โข Clearing the last bits of resistance
โข Making action feel exciting instead of heavy again
You can:
โข Join late
โข Watch out of order
โข Come back whenever you find it
This is a timeless and repeatable reset ๐งโ๐.
~
๐ Book a Personal Reading with Nick
๐ฑ Build your own Tarot Reading App (Free Course)
For more insight into my style of readings, the history of tarot and more - see my post below:
https://www.firesofalchemy.com/blog/tarot๐
---
Support my work including future readings and expanding the FoA Multiverse ๐ค
https://firesofalchemy.com/support
โ
Disclaimer: readings are provided for entertainment and personal insight purposes. Readings are not predictions of the future. This is not medical, financial or legal advice. Always use discernment to feel intuitively if the message resonates with you, leave it behind if you're trying to make it fit your situation for too long.
~
๐ซ ๐๏ธ